Thursday, July 10, 2008

I'm in scary is that.

You know, each morning when I wake up I am still a little surprised that I have 3 children that depend on me for everything. My husband calls me the center of the universe. Their universe anyway. I find myself wondering...who let me have 3 children? Who thought it was a good idea to let me be in charge of 3 little kids. Adding to my dilemma is the fact that my oldest happens to be autistic. Double trouble if you ask me. I still find myself looking for help and support when there are fevers, blood, and anything else I feel ill qualified for. Most days I find myself feeling very inadequate as a parent and am certain that these darling children would be better off with someone more responsible and prepared for this than me.


the MomBabe said...

And that not knowing and wanting to be better than you are is why you're a ROCK STAR mom.

Tenille said...

Thanks, that's why I love you.